The bankruptcy of about seven years ago, and the most terrifying experience and feel trapped pits, wild animals in a forest. Can make dreams come true, finding fulfillment - they were alien to me.People often say that trap, seems to be a money pit but in her own world more clear vision I know money just symptoms caused by the spyder ski wear are worthless and a terror of abandoned no food, no place to live. Terrorist alive in my life time, biding performance for reality. Like harry potter hovering dementors.
In addition, the influence of terrorist was about fear, and seek help become fragile - which in itself is about fear punishment beyond durable threshold value, emotional pain of emotion was punished me see as a child. I could see more clearly, this is my bankruptcy is true. Money does not involve real basic problem, which is difficult to accept the time where poor pit seems inescapable.
More likely to win the lottery than luggage! When you get on the hand, face the real you self-esteem is execrably painful. It is existent anxiety, of the abyss, you think you'll be unable to extricate themselves. It is pointed out that you have achieved that the enemy is not in the world, it is within, no one can overcome. No wonder spyder pants. No wonder we have created a myth, epic drama in this element to face the pain, locks within us, whose truth, what we are. Yes, even sink to the lowest can begin to change. No one wants to go there. No man is willingly.
But fierce ugly, because it is in the face, and something happens when you do. I guess you be released and contempt of the description. I know, when I have uncovered the layers of denying, I was just fine jack, I began to feel incredibly alive, more and more connection. This is the first time in my life I said to myself I do care of what's happened to me. I can't let this go on. I need a better quality of life. Government control scope. Death of feeling. Dead, I would not happy.
Inoculation learning how to live with free avoid persecution and abuse, whether it is a huge scale or a small one. Freedom of speech, freedom to have a home, warm clothes, nourishing food, education and decent - ski jacket and support, a meaningful life, have their own career relationship. Free to love and to be loved is to give and receive.This is a maslow's hierarchy of needs in a body, individual constitution, personal bill of rights. I once said, the key to success is perseverance. Success, perseverance, find yourself - this is all part of the journey to finding fulfillment.